The Anime Queen's Journal

Happy Late New Year's

2010-01-03T18:08:15Z

I never post on here XDDD

I hope you all had a good new year's :)

I did :)

I've made quite a few resolutions to try and accomplish by the end of the year :)

One is to watch 100 anime. I have a want to watch anime list with 190 anime so far. Most of them are 13-26 eps. So if I watch 2 13 or 26 ep anime I should get over 100 by the end of the year :)

I'm wanting to read a bunch of books. I have a lot sitting on my shelf just sitting there....lol and I changed my school schedule. So now I have study hall and time to read them :)

I don't know if anyone will read this entry, probably not lol, but if anyone does, this bottom part is just for myself and for closure.

All I want to write here is that its 2010. I'm going to change, I'm going to become better, stop being so immature, and I'm going to put the past behind me and try not to look back. I've had to deal with so many stupid people and stupid fights this past year, and I want to forget it all. Thats what they were - stupid. I want to put my relationship with my ex in the past. I don't want to regret what happened with him, because its over and there were some benefits to the relationship and what happened. It all had a point.

I just feel that like....despite all the stupid things I've done, I want to try to move past them. I want to forget them all. I want from this point til the end of my life, to be called my life. The years before now, technically were my life, but I didn't know myself then. I didn't know what I wanted. I'm 17, I can still change what I want and there will be things I'm sure I will, but for right now, I know who I am, and what I want.

I want to be a speech pathologist. I can help people, and get paid great for it. I want to own a large house. Not have to rent anything. I want it to be 3-4 bedrooms and I want it to be extremely white on the inside. I want it to feel bright and have the light shine through. I want a nice balcony too...A pool would be cool too, but who knows? I want 3 kids...I originally wanted 2. I would really like 3. I see myself surrounded by boys especially. But I think the 3rd could be a girl. I think that would be ideal for me. I want a husband that will put up with my craziness, and see me for me. I want him to be understanding of me and why I do what I do. I want real friends. Friends that are nearby and not busy with their own lives. I do have a lot of friends I love, but most are far away, or they are busy. I want to learn to forgive people. I don't know how. I don't know how to get past hate. I want to learn that. I want to better my photography, and to definetely get a new camera. I want to see new places, breathtaking places. I want to see all the anime I want. I want to write my own story. I want to continue anime and manga collecting. I want to lose weight. I want so many things, but I feel like I can accomplish them. I know eventually, that maybe everything can be accomplished.

It probably sounds foolish, and too much, but why not dream? And most of my dreams are within my reach. When I become a speech pathologist, and I KNOW I can (theres a girl I know who is kind of stupid and she's one) I'll have money. They make around $60 an hour. Thats what this girl told me. Thats just starting out too. So, house, kids, collecting, all of it will be affordable. The hard part is the husband...Lol. But I think it can happen :)

I'm going to have my hopes up and just quit worrying so much about what is and what was. What was, is in the past. I've changed and I'll continue to change. All for the better.

Thats what I wanted to say :)

Writer's Block: Starting from Scratch

2009-12-18T01:10:22Z

What would it take to get you to start a new life on a new world?

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Depends on the world....If I liked it, it would take very, very little to get me to leave earth for it... If I didn't, then I probably wouldn't go.

Writer's Block: When I Was Young

2009-06-23T23:06:14Z

What do you miss most about being a kid?

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I miss not having anything to worry about. I miss that I didn't have stress back then and I miss that I could play and slide down slides, swing on swings, and just have fun.

FRUSTRATION

2009-06-04T02:04:50Z

*Sigh* I'm still having a good day. This won't ruin it for me.

I'm just upset.

I had 3 people waiting on me for payment today.

And because of paypal I have to wait 2-3 days to be able to pay for any of it. I've requested more days before and I think one of the users is upset with me.

STUPID PAYPAL.

I should have read more about the banking account. Then I would have known I would have had to wait 2-3 days and could have gotten it done sooner.

Nonetheless it frustrates me that I can't pay for these things on time.

And if they leave me bad feedback then I'm in trouble.

I really wanted those figures. I don't really so much worry about 2 of the ppl expecting payment, I think they will be fine. One said Friday so I'm not behind. But if this doesn't come in on Friday at the latest I think I'm going to hurt someone.

And I can't just go charging $70 worth of stuff on a credit card. Ain't going to happen.

I really hope they are understanding about this whole thing.

I looked so forward to those figures...I really hope that girl understands. :(

*sigh*

Otherwise, things are good now. Just this payment thing set me off balance. But if I have to I will charge those things.

Todays just been really weird.... :/

Feedback

2008-11-16T16:13:36Z

Hello everyone!! I've started buying stuff on here and someone mentioned to me about making a feedback thing. So If I've bought something from you or if i sell something to you (haven't decided to sell anything yet though) please leave feedback. ^_^ thanks!

heres my ebay page as well for feedback: http://myworld.ebay.com/theanimequeen

^_^